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Right now i feel so hopeless.. aih kinda feel like lost everything already. When someone lost control of the situation, he or she will feel helpless. Well that what was happening to me right now. I cant even do anything correct right now.

I should be happy since i just finish my convo yesterday but tell you the truth i dont even feel like that. Even yesterday also i feel kinda depress. Lucky im not the kind of person who like to die so easily. If not yesterday will be the last post i make

Aih wat past is past. No good regret about it now. Even tot i feel sad about losing something, i still need to move on. Complete my study and make my current job stable is the first priority right now. Im gonna leave everything behind. Only take what belong to me and own by me only.

Maybe it time for me to be serious. Dont wan to be childish anymore. I have enuff playing edi so it time to look ahead on the future. Maybe i also will leave my computer alone. Sit infront of the computer so long soo not good for my health.

Erm about this blog. Since the domain will be expired on august so i will think about it later. Donno if i still wanna continue it or not.

Urgh.. today is the first time i feel so sick.. feel like wan vomit.. but nothing wan come out.. got to go if i still alive after this date. I will post new stuff about me. Till then please pray for me.