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Well… y i hate today..? Maybe because today i kinda easy get tired or because i feel i kinda waste more money on toll and petrol..? Well, i don’t know :p
Today kinda start great as i leisured drive to office and get there 15 minute late… :p Well, i did that on purpose to skip early morning activities that a “must to do” every day… lol… Everything were great in the morning but bad on the evening… as i feel tired because of the long range driving…
Well luckily i sleep early yesterday… It all thanks to someone that keep asking me to go to sleep… I wonder if she getting bored talking to me until early in the morning or she just wanna to make sure i`m not gonna be late for work tomorrow… Well, Liesa… let’s talk crap until early morning today…
Someone celebrate her birthday yesterday… The same date as Siti Nurhaliza birthday… Happy 24th Birthday Amm… I celebrate it with her, we kinda go eat… walk around… making fun of our self… smack each other… walk around again… then send her back… lol… As for the present, i give her 1 yellow little bolster that has a little teddy bear with “Happy Birthday” writing… At first i kinda don’t know what to give… Kinda scare she don’t like it… But… Maybe GOD bless me with more luck… lol… She kinda like it… And it match her pillow set color… 
Well today i went to “Pejabat Agama Sepang” and i found one interesting fact… When to get an approval letter to get married, only bride need to pay RM5 in order to get that letter… lol… That mean bridegroom don’t need to pay anything… Well, don’t get angry girls… bridegroom still need to pay for other stuff… mostly… 
2 thing has happen today… both of them will change the course of my life… I’m like it or not… it gonna happen…
The first thing is wedding… Well it not my wedding, it was Lisa wedding… As an EX and a friend, i should be happy for her… I know… this gonna happen soon or later and i always think that i will be ready for this…
But…
When she call me, to inform me about this… My feeling cant help from being so mix and heavy…
Lisa, I know this is ur life and it’s ur right to chose ur happiness… But when u suddenly say, u gonna marry him because he ask for ur hand… I can’t help from feeling uneasy… I know, i should be happy for u. I am happy as long as u are happy… But think carefully… Wedding is not a simple matter… What happen to ur word saying that love are important in marriage, until u say marriage cant work without being in love first…
Anway, congratulation… I hope u will be happy with ur future husband, untill the end of ur life… You always have the key to my heart…
Also today, i’m doing something that i’m not usually do… Confess my feeling to other people. Well finally i have got the strength to confess to her… The result… i don’t know… i dunno if i’m being so hasty about this confession stuff, but 1 thing i know… i wont regret this anymore…
Amm, When the first time i c u, my heart feel different… I know i’m not the kind of person that are easy to fall in love but i feel something different when i’m near u… When i first meet u, u are someone fiance. So i had to shut my feeling because i don’t want to steal other people fiance… But when i heard u break up with him, my feeling are mix… some are sad for u and some were happy… But before i can make any move, i feel like being struck by thunder when u say u got new bf… but then again, if that was ur happiness… i’m ready to share ur happiness with u, even if u are with another guy…
Amm, no matter what ur answer tomorrow… i gonna still loving u and hoping for a chance to be together… I Love U… I really do…
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