Atsutane Dot Net

Today i made something different. Normally i only make 1 post/day, but today it was different Because today has 2 different topic that cannot be combine together. 1 topic specially for Jane and another one for me… So let the story begin…

I wonder how I ever made it through the day. How did I settle for a world in shades of gray? When you go in circles all the scenery looks the same and you don’t know how and I looked into your eyes, With the world stretched out in front of me and I realized…

I wanted more than just an ordinary life. All of my dreams seemed like castles in the sky. I stand before you when my heart was in your hands and I don’t know how. I survived without your kiss. Cause you’ve given me a reason to exist.

And I don’t know why. Why the sun decides to shine, but you breathed your love into me just in time.

I never lived before your love. I never felt before your touch. I never needed anyone to make me feel alive, but then again, I wasn’t really living.

2 day ago. When i go out with my contractor i heard some good quote. Actually that quote come from my contractor. He say “U need to know when to grab it and when to let it go”. When i heard tat word i feel like half of my burden has been lift already… Yeah it true.. i really need to understand when is time i need to let something go and when the time to grab or get something. There is no point continue if u dont have any rate to success. For example if u do a business and the business kinda wan close already… and cant be help anymore. Do u still want to grab it or let it go ? Sure u wan to let it go but for some person they gonna try to grab even tot they not gonna get it.

Also i been too tired this week. Too many traveling and too many thing to do. But in the end i got so little time =.= Maybe i need to rearrange my life back. Exam is near no time to think about anything else anymore. For now i gonna act everything is fine and ok untill my exam past. I donwan lose my concentration right now.

Urgh.. my head got headache already… I need to go now…